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Saturday, January 04, 2003

Sat, 04 Jan 2003 06:28:44 GMT

Friday January Third, MMIII

Narn's Log,

I did nothing over the past few days. I got with Rebecca, though. I'm so happy, she's really the first girl I've ever been with, and the first girl whos ever liked me, or loved me at that. Ever since I got with her, or started to go study with her, I've been seeing things better that ever. I never saw a sunrise or looked to the stars before her. My tuberculosis has been clearing up too, I guess its because I've been out more. She gives new meaning to the word life. I love her, I wanted to talk to her tonight, but she wasn't online, or her sister. I thought that if Annie was on I could talk to her into letting Rebecca online. Ahh its getting late, I should go to sleep, I want to go to sleep, because then I'll dream, and my dreams will be nothing but Rebecca.

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

Wed, 01 Jan 2003 17:51:38 GMT

Wednesday January First, MMIII

Well, last night / this morning, was new years. I don't get holidays. I never really have. There has been many times when I wanted to be a part of a holiday, but I never really did. Last night, I think the only thing I thought about was Becca. I wished she could have been there with me, in the cold dark spaces of my basement. At least then, we might have been able to heat that room up. Although I wouldn't have had to do much since she herself is so hot. She alone could melt the ice caps. I really wanted her there last night. I don't think she does much on the holidays. I had a dream about her, I can't tell you about it. Some parts may be objectional. I want to hold her so much, it's as if I love her. And I guess I do.

Tuesday, December 31, 2002

Tue, 31 Dec 2002 22:37:15 GMT

Tuesday December Thirty-First, MMII

As of yesterday, Drake dragged me out to Annie's house, were I got to get a good look at Rebecca. She's so much more beautiful, than I had previously imagined.
It's like, her eyes, her skin, her hair. It was way too much for me to handle at the time. I could hardly touch her without being nervous. Her eyes are so so, deep and sexy, and the skin, ahh yes her skin. Her skin, is perfect, smooth, and just the right complextion. The skin of supermodels are way too perfect, but it's becca's impurities, that make her skin the best. Unlike the model's she is real, and thats much hotter, than I had thought possible.......I've gotten way off subject. I wanted to tell you about what happened while I was there. I waited around with Drake and we took a whole load of pictures cus Drake's full of himself. Then Annie and Becca finally came out of their room. The I got to talking with Becca, telling her things I've never once told any other. Like how, I live in a basement, and how I was thought to be a god, back when I was a missionary in Africa. I like her alot. Drake won't talk to me about it though, cus I want to know if I should ask her out to the mall. Later, in the night, Annie and Drake like disappeared for some reason. I don't think they know, but we kinda found all their clothes draped over a chair. I would have thought me and Becca would have gotten to Annie's room, but sadly they did first. So I have to wait, sadly for my Becca. I'll post my pics here later since I don't have any now.

Monday, December 30, 2002

Mon, 30 Dec 2002 20:08:10 GMT

Monday December Thirtieth, MMII

Narn's Log, Suplimental

I was awake almost all night, last night. Writting songs are alot harder than Narn had previously thought. It's something like 12:30 right now. According to Drake, Annie wants us to come over to do something. I agreed, but...I'm rather paranoid. I don't know if Rebecca will be there. And if she is, won't Drake and Annie, be crowding up our space. As it is, I've hardly gotten to see, Becca. I talked to her the other day, and she failed so send me a picture of her. I must keep on going to her weblog to see her. She needs more pictures of just her. Annie's not ugly, but...BECCA!! Well, this is surprising, Narn has never such made an outburst like that. Narn's been acting diffrent when it involves Rebecca. It's strange, and Drake is an ass so he won't tell me what it is.
Perhaps some one can tell me in my guestbook or something. It's like I want to hold her and like.. touch her and stuff. Like smell her hair and stuff.
Narn must return to his basement, he needs to ponder on this thought for some time.

Monday, December 30, 2002

Mon, 30 Dec 2002 05:01:18 GMT

Sunday December Twenty-ninth, MMII

Narn's Log, Suplimental

I have entered the web with the main idea to start a public outreach. But those attemps failed, so I am restricted to this web log. There's really nothing much to talk about, I went online today, something I never really do. I was hoping Rebecca would be on, but sadly she was not. I returned to my basement and continued to write a song about her. Its called Sweet Pumpkin, but I might change it to another kind of squash, since not much rhymes with pumpkin. I must continue my work.